i'm thinking

(Too much)

i'm thinking too much?
sometimes i'm wondering what the others think,
which is non of my business. ...at all
or care too much what they feel,
which i couldn't do anything.

which make my mind not so well sometimes...
but i just can't control,
T_T

someone said our mind is like a wind,
come and gone...
happy and sad...
all the time.

nothing last forever,
only changing is last forever.

well, i will take it easy...
try to do my best.
..everything's gonna be okay :D

Change

today i have to move out
to another room.

don't know how's it gonna be,
just love this room,
it's my home..
and i don't wanna leave.

well, things have to change anyway,
we have to go on...

i gave the tree to a girl next door,
i think she will take care
and love it ... :D
i will come to visit it sometimes,
wanna take it with me but i just can't.

hmmm,
i'm wondering who's gonna come to live in my room.

No comprendo

:D

people there speak not so much english,
again ..lots of body language.
and ..Si, No, diRecto recto...
and the other strange english.
or no comprendo (I don't understand what the hell are you talking about...)
one time I went to a shop,
they can speak english quite understandable
only one word they don't understand,
"discount"
well, ok.
gracias!!, that was very impressed! mmm mm..

in a souvenir shop, we are very touristtt.

plaza espanya, at night is also beautiful with the big fountain.

la Ola..barcelona

need a little break from my thesis,
also my mom came visiting me last week,
and I didn't want her to stay home all the time...
so..I decided to go somewhere else...

city on the coast of mediterranean sea,
with the mountain boarder...
temperature is around 25 degree this month.
culture is rich.
and a little shopping.
:) well, ..let's go to barcelona

first impression..hmm, beautiful famous building..casa mila (la pedrera) by Antoni Gaudi.
first day, we didn't see anything much...just walk along the street.
the evening sky and
the spanish building style.


a square near our place, next to la ramblas.
my mother is exhausted somewhere there after a long walk.
..to be continued.. :D

English through pictures

I've just found an e-book which makes me want to go back and study English again. It's called "English Through Pictures".

See for yourself:















If I ain't got you!

Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you baby

If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

If I ain't got you, yeah

memo..ries

Memory's a wonderful thing if you don't have to deal with the past...
--from ... Before Sunset--

and I like this song with the guitar jung ~~
. .... ... .....

Let me sing you a waltz / Out of nowhere, out of my thoughts /
Let me sing you a waltz / About this one night stand /
You were, for me, that night /
Everything I always dreamt of in life / But now you're gone / You are far gone /
All the way to your island of rain / It was for you just a one night thing /
But you were much more to me, just so you know / I don't care what they say /
I know what you meant for me that day / I just want another try /....
Even if it doesn't seem quite right /...
I have no bitterness, my sweet / I'll never forget this one night thing / Even tomorrow in other arms, my heart will stay yours until I die /
Let me sing you a waltz / Out of nowhere, out of my blues ..

My pet


my pet!

my pet :)


my pet!

And I think to myself...

I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom, for me and you
And I think to myself,... what a wonderful world

I see skies of blue, and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, dark sacred night
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

The colors of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces, of people going by
I see friends shaking hands, sayin' "how do you do?"
They're really sayin' "I love you"

I hear babies cryin', I watch them grow
they’ll learn much more, than I'll ever know
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

Yes I think to myself,... what a wonderful world

Same things

I have a chance today, to visit my alumni's webboard <www.intania8x.com> (it's in Thai,)and see something in many topics they're talking about.

The posters are varying from generation 80 to 89. Yes, it's ten years or more age difference.Sometimes they talk about the SAME things but I don't think they're the same things at all. Just the words are the same... not the things they're dicussing.

That reminds me of some phrases I've heard ... about people in different generation with different views of the SAME things. I think sometimes it's not the views, but it's the SAME things, that are really different.

Happy new year!

There are many great things in my life. The greatest of them is you being by my side.
I don't want to be the greatest thing happen to you, I just want to make you happier, and happier.

Happy birthday!

Frogstory :)

Once apon a time,
there was this frog,
who lived on a beach.

He couldn't get off the beach
because the water was
filled with sharks,
and the jungle was filled with snakes.

So mostly he drove up and down the beach.
he ate seashells,
and caught rainwater to drink,
and tried not to get
too sunburned.

Mostly he was miserable
but that was OK!
because he was just
a stupid frog
and didn't know
any better?

Besides, this is supposed
to be a fairly tale,
and most fairly tales end
"HaPpiLy EvEr AfTeR"

most specially for the frogs.

Tragedy addiction

I just found out that I'm in love with tragedy. I don't know why.
I keep reading, watching anything tragedic.

Maybe I just want to cry.

Maybe I see true love in many tears.

Maybe ..

Orpheus

Orpheus was a musician, his music was filled with joy and happiness, for he was in love with Euridice, and she loved him in return. On the day of their wedding, he played his song as his bride danced through the meadow. Suddenly, she stepped on a snake and dead of its bite. Hermes gently closed her eyes with his wand and led her away to the Underworld.

No more songs came from Orpheus' throat, no more tunes rang out from his lyre. He lose all happiness in life. He had to bring her back!

Weeping and grieving, Orpheus wandered about searching for an entrance to Hades, Lord of the Underworld, and he found it when at the end of the world, he did what no living man had ever done before: went down to the realm of the dead to beg for the return of his beloved. Hoping that his music might move the cold heart of Hades, he walked down the dark, steep path, palying and singing.

His voice floated down and its magic move the iron gates of Hades. They sprang open and let him in, and Ceberus, the thre-headed watchdog, lay down at his feet and let him pass. The dark Underworld stilled and listened to his music. He sang about his great love, begged to have Euridice back.

Hades, the pitiless lord of the dead, sat on his black throne with Queen Persephone at his side. He was so moved by the music that tears rolled down his cheeks and cold Persephone sobbed. Her heart was so touched that she turned to Hades and begged him to let Euridice go. Hades gave Euridice a chance, with one condition: Orpheus must not look at his bride before they reached the realm of the living.


Orpheus was so glad, he started up the dark path, played his music. The way was long, and he began to doubt as he walked on and on. Had Hades deceived him? Were the sounds he heard behind him really Euridice's footsteps? He had almost reached the upper world and could see a light ahead, when he could bear his doubts no longer. He turn and saw she was really there, but for a moment, for again Hermes appeared at her side. Faintly, Orpheus heard her whisper farewell. He had lost her forever.




Super Busy

Busy + ness = Business

After one of my programmers left the company, we're losing balance.
I'm so tired, stressfull, losing weight (kidding).

Ha! Bring 'em on! That which doesn't kill me makes me stronger.

Last month we hit the sale target so from this month on everyone gets 2 addtional saturday holiday (except exceutives... including me, of course). They're all happy.

I'm not saying that I'm not happy, I'm just busy.

I'll come back tonight with something interesting.